The Unseen Realm

Well, I’m home. Back from 2 months of Seremban posting. As usual, I had complaint and complaint about my postings, dying to get home and never to return to hospital but when it’s all over, I’m missing it all. I woke up on Saturday morning in my room feling a bit empty. I miss waking up 530am, put on my uniform and pin up my hair. I would walk to the hospital with my earphones on - tuning to my favourite songs just to brighten up the day a bit. Next, I would walk into my wards - 3A, 6B and 8B to begin my duty. For morning shift, it would be bed bath, feeding and dressings all the way through. For afternoon shift will be IV and feeding other than suctionings. I miss having lunch at IMU cafeteria and dinner at the hospital canteen. Sigh…I miss walking around the hospital - scope room, X-ray room, specialist departments watching OGDS, ERCP and colonoscopy. Haha…I miss the things I’ve done for my patients. These made me feel useful…seriously. I can’t believe I miss SOME of my patients. 

I miss kutuking the SNs and Drs with my batchmates, cooking in the crowded kitchen, washing clothes in the bathroom and kena scolding like nobody’s business. I miss chit chatting with Bee Ann at night, my roommie. I miss hanging out with them at Jusco and going kacau-ing my senior. Lol…the posting this round is more meaningful to me although my answers to my preceptors never change from day 1 of my sem 1 postings. Lol. I think it’s because we are more senior now and there are many things we can do now. There is a greater purpose for us to be in hospital and ofcourse, being acknowledge by our patients and some SNs as competent felt fulfiling. Nevertheless, I have neautiful people with me in Seremban which made this journey more meaningful and more bearable. I love you guys, thanks for everything! Will attach photos of my Seremban life soon. Do check it out!